well eye am nuts

I just want a place to talk and guess I'm crazy enough to put it here.

I've been fooling around with seeds and maybe I can take some pictures to show you when I'm done.

On Mondays I go to a music class for cancer survivors and get to sing a bunch of oldies.

I wonder if I'll start getting feedback if I started writing parodies again.

what do u think?

I feel lonley for some reason

oh and I finished my necklace today.  It's a butterfly and some flowers.  The only problem now is the program I was using for pictures doesn't work on my computer any more and I will have to get another one and see if I can figure out how to make it work.

My mom is working on a project that will talk about my brain tumor  and that might be real helpful for people that get brain tumors later on.

me doing my story

I had my brain tumor when I was 7 and a stroke when I was 16 from too muck radiation.  At 17 I got a voice in my head that asked me if I'd rather be blind or deaf.  I said " That's a tough choice God" and after some thinking and talking, I chose deaf over blind.  At 21 I became completely deaf in my left ear and almost in my right ear.

I don't know what I'm living for,but he're I am and if I ended my live the're wod'nt be any possibly of doing anything good for anyone.

so far it seems like I'm just talking to myself.  Maybe it's time for me to just sign off here and go to another threaad where people might talk to me a little more. :(

Should've said niether, take my sense of smell.

hey cool  someone replayed in this thread.  yeah the smell,

Ooh ooh that smell  I can't smell that smell  Ooh ooh that smell What smell is around you?

hey cool  someone replayed in this thread.  yeah the smell,

Ooh ooh that smell  I can't smell that smell  Ooh ooh that smell What smell is around you?


the smell of my own cologne.

Hey I didn't ask you >:(

here's where my old parodies are  http://www.amiright.com/parody/authors/annhammond.shtml

Monday night I'm going to my music class for cancer survivors.  Most of them bring guitars and one of them bring a keyboard.  I sing and I can actually remember what a lot of oldies songs use to sound like even with my ears messed up.  I love singing a song that might be sang high like from a women and then something lower like something from Elvis.

hellow me

good night me

good night me
Goodnight, sleep well, and do have pleasant dreams.

dre e e e eams dreams dreams dreams  but I'm awake now It's a brand new day

good night me


good night you.

but it's day now and I need to be awake Howard

I ordered some flower beads and Purple Top Verbena seeds from Amazon.  I got a dentist appointment at 1:00 today.

I got an e-mail that my seeds have been shipped to me

I posted in another thread how I enjoyed waiting 4 hours or more for someone to finish with my teeth.

I don't know what I'm doing today yet.

hello I don't know what I want to do today yet.  I know I'll need to water my flowers.  It's 70 here and there is no more rain.

watered my flowers yesterday  and was looking for a possible willow tree or shrub to turn my weed spot into a butterfly garden.

no forget the willow, they wont grow well here.  anyone else like butterflies in this thread or plants or anything I might like too?

cool, my verbena seeds came today

I've been looking up plants I might want to put in my garden to be

https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRPyga56BEaGHz3wN2RX3SxuK0vPRwn4sr9P6WjILicYiZRPPeD

thanks for the nuts :D

https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRPyga56BEaGHz3wN2RX3SxuK0vPRwn4sr9P6WjILicYiZRPPeD
Are you watching the nuts?

Are you watching the nuts?


;D

thanks for the nuts :D


U welcome!  ;)

lets see what am I doing today?

https://encrypted-tbn2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRPyga56BEaGHz3wN2RX3SxuK0vPRwn4sr9P6WjILicYiZRPPeD


But she said she is nuts.

besides needing to get some more nuts,  I'm in a lot of trouble

besides needing to get some more nuts,  I'm in a lot of trouble


For What?

For What?



haven't you heard?  My boomerang wont come back

haven't you heard?  My boomerang wont come back

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"My Boomerang Won't Come Back" was a novelty record by British comedian Charlie Drake.

my beads came last night and today I found a nice plant that will enjoy 100 degrees to start my garden

I should think about planting some nuts  :D

I should think about planting some nuts  :D
How long will it take them to grow?

How long will it take them to grow?


not sure.  I've tried flowers and not really food.  most everything fries here in summer when we have weather of 100 or a little more.  In winter we don't get much frost here in Modesto if any.

haven't you heard?  My boomerang wont come back


I'm sorry to hear that.

I should think about planting some nuts  :D


Which kind of nuts?

Which kind of nuts?


you know, crazy ones

you know, crazy ones
Not edible ones?

Not edible ones?


maybe both

maybe both
On alternative days?

On alternative days?


yep

you know, crazy ones


peanuts?

peanuts?
almonds?

you know, crazy ones
Legumes?

http://www.chow.com/blog-media/2010/02/know_your_legumes_620.jpg

All neatly arranged for you.

When you say nut things at all

http://www.chow.com/blog-media/2010/02/know_your_legumes_620.jpg

All neatly arranged for you.


that's nuts!

that's nuts!
That's a lot of nuts, too many for a squirrel to handle?

I posted somewhere that my mom was telling me how much I restrict myself and whatever.  Maybe so, but does she know how hard things really are for me with my brain tumor and all? 

That's a lot of nuts, too many for a squirrel to handle?


a squirrel can only handle so much.

a squirrel can only handle so much.
Can handle a mouthful?

Can handle a mouthful?


in their mouth.

Can handle a mouthful?

in their mouth.
Hence the definition of the word 'mouthful'!

I planted some seeds  but do not see them
I planted some seeds  grow up for me when?

Like to see a verbena,  maybe more

some time soon I'm going to re soil my weeden and try planting some more zinnias that can take 100 degrees.

now I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do in my garden because mom is getting something to shade the yard more.

now I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do in my garden because mom is getting something to shade the yard more.
Go for a compromise, 50/50?

Now I have no idea, you see my mom said my garden was going to be half shaded so I thought she might be getting something like a roof.  Now I don't know what she's getting.  My dad is getting something like a shade screen to keep his plants from frying when it's 100 or more in the summer.  That's what I'm going too if I get no shade from mom.  I'll just have to see what mom and dad get.

Now I have no idea, you see my mom said my garden was going to be half shaded so I thought she might be getting something like a roof.  Now I don't know what she's getting.  My dad is getting something like a shade screen to keep his plants from frying when it's 100 or more in the summer.  That's what I'm going too if I get no shade from mom.  I'll just have to see what mom and dad get.
Now I am confused.

exactly,  I'll just have to see what's going on with that.  Right now I've been planning some changes with my closet organizer.  I'd like to get rid of it eventually as it seems to disorganize more for me.  I do actually have a closet, but a knocked out wall.

Think I'll post something here

http://www.amiright.com/parody/authors/annhammond.shtml

here's where my past parodies are.  wonder if I'll ever do any more?

here's my Brain Tumor video made by mom

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8njz_syfFpQ

this morning was cloudy so I went out and pulled some weeds.  The sun is out now.  I have a small row of a couple of Hibiscus and cosmos plants started.  I know the cosmos will reseed,but will have to see if the hibiscus plants are still going to get overheated and die or not.

woke up this morning wondering what I was going to do today.  This is how I usually wake up.  I usualy feel depressed.

Last night was the music class I go to.  I forgot which oldies song it was, but someone said I sang it well.  A lady really liked the butterfly necklace I redid.

I'm waiting to see if this thing mom puts up shades my garden in any way and I've been wondering if I'd like to do a butterfly, dragonfly, or hummingbird garden.  Maybe a little of each an whatever can stop by and visit.

hi don't ask me.  I went to Target with my parents and saw some pictures of Snoopy.  Guess what song is in my head?

guess you all give up.

Charlie Brown    Charlie Brown      he's a clown  that Charlie Brown

guess you all give up.

Charlie Brown    Charlie Brown      he's a clown  that Charlie Brown
Not "Snoopy Vs The Red Baron"?

you  think I have 10, 20, 30, or 40 songs in my head?

guess you all give up.

Charlie Brown    Charlie Brown      he's a clown  that Charlie Brown


The Coasters- Charlie Brown

Ioften cat recall who does the songs right away if I recall them at all, but I still do got tuns of songs in my head and a deaf and almost deaf ear doesn't stop me.

cool, I couldn't type

I asked ml mom to get me back in the little art class they  have around here in Modesto they have for cancer survivors.  I can draw and paint.  I don't know what I want to draw or paint, but I need to get away from my mom,

bla bla bla bla bla bla  bla bla bla bla bla bla  bla bla bla bla bla bla  bla bla bla bla bla bla  :P

hi anyone want to say hi?

hi anyone want to say hi?
Hi!

hi anyone want to say hi?


Hi.

Hi.
Hi again!

howdy you two

howdy you two
Hello, how are things?

  things are good



yesterday I went back to my art class.  I don't know what I want to draw or paint or anything now.

  things are good



yesterday I went back to my art class.  I don't know what I want to draw or paint or anything now.
How about a picture of your back garden with the butterflies?

howdy you two


How are you feeling these days? :)

How about a picture of your back garden with the butterflies?


It's still empty with weeds and I'm still making plans.  It's dinner time now, I'll talk more later

I have a hibiscus I potted flowering now and have a verbena I will be putting in a bigger pot on Saturday.

lets see if I got this right

http://i219.photobucket.com/albums/cc153/rocksannwastaken/plants/hibiscus_zpsxanatuyu.jpg

yay I got myself to use photobucket again, but the picture could be sized down

lets see if I got this right

http://i219.photobucket.com/albums/cc153/rocksannwastaken/plants/hibiscus_zpsxanatuyu.jpg


That is a very pretty flower.  :)

it is a hibiscus and like I think I said above, it might get too cold in winter and die as an annual.  Maybe I can keep the root warm enough so the plant just regrows each year.

I still have a Lantana potted too and we'll see how it does.  The Lantana is a butterfly food plant if I can keep it flowering while it is time.  The Hibiscus is a host plant and the caterpillars don't need the flowers, just the leaves.

Lanatana is considered one of Australia's most debilitating invasive weeds.  Therefore, it is illegal to deliberately grow it.  If not checked, this stuff takes over... 

they say lantana can be invasive.  Everything including lantanas have overheated and died on me.  When I buy plants this fall I'll see if the shade screen will keep the plants cool enough in summer too at least survive if not flower.

Mom and I are going to the store today to buy some paint to paint my  um ?  floor boards with.  I'm thinking of a pale purple color.  We're redoing the closet too.

bought a couple of little sample paints and we looked at the closet stuff. 

painted one coat of paint on one of my base boards

cool forgot I started this, but it's basically just me talking to miself and will probably ask for it to be removed.

cool forgot I started this, but it's basically just me talking to miself and will probably ask for it to be removed.
It is still here!

it is isn't it.  Maybe I'll think of something to do with it so I wont be talking to myself so much in here.

it is isn't it.  Maybe I'll think of something to do with it so I wont be talking to myself so much in here.
We will talk to you.

know you do Philip and Howard does a good job too.  I just don't always know what to say or do and often just feel very depressed.  Maybe I can get myself to record some parody's soon and get some more silly picture ideas to put it that silly face picture thread  started.  Glad you guys like my Keep One Drop One game thread.  Glad to know I have added something that some people really enjoy.

know you do Philip and Howard does a good job too.  I just don't always know what to say or do and often just feel very depressed.  Maybe I can get myself to record some parody's soon and get some more silly picture ideas to put it that silly face picture thread  started.  Glad you guys like my Keep One Drop One game thread.  Glad to know I have added something that some people really enjoy.
Just answer when you can, we are looking forward to your next reply.

here or there?

here or there?
Anywhere you wish.

I know, i was just trying to get me feeling a little better.  I feel a little better now that I have submitted a parody at amiright and know I'd like to record it one day.  I need to see if I can get a guitar player or find some guitar music I can use.  I have a harmonica and some costume stuff.  Now the parody is written and I have a video camera of course.  I'm pretty mush ready to go for it sometime soon.  It will make me feel cool.

I know, i was just trying to get me feeling a little better.  I feel a little better now that I have submitted a parody at amiright and know I'd like to record it one day.  I need to see if I can get a guitar player or find some guitar music I can use.  I have a harmonica and some costume stuff.  Now the parody is written and I have a video camera of course.  I'm pretty mush ready to go for it sometime soon.  It will make me feel cool.
Is there music software you can use for the music for your parody?

There probably is some kind of music I can use, but I think asking my dad if he wouldn't mind playing guitar would be a great idea.  My brother Joel seems good with computer stuff and will be happy to make sure the camera does fine. just a little practice singing the song to get the words in my head and some practice with my harmonica for me.

There probably is some kind of music I can use, but I think asking my dad if he wouldn't mind playing guitar would be a great idea.  My brother Joel seems good with computer stuff and will be happy to make sure the camera does fine. just a little practice singing the song to get the words in my head and some practice with my harmonica for me.
Can you learn the guitar?

I havent been able too.  The harmonica I have only has 10 holes so I think that makes it much eaiser for me.  It is also much closer to my ears.

I havent been able too.  The harmonica I have only has 10 holes so I think that makes it much eaiser for me.  It is also much closer to my ears.
I understand.

yeah all the places to remember where to put my fingers  and the fact that I'm deaf in one ear and nearly deaf in the other.  With the harmonica I can just pretty much just pick it up and play it.  It's hard for me to stop and figure out what hole I'm blowing in.  My dad has told me harmonicas are tricky and I'm sure they are to most.  Yo can blow through the holes at different angles, it's easier for this brain.